1:56 PM♠ Saturday, April 4, 2009
I need someone to smack me real hard now so that i can wake up
Feeling pretty down this few days i must say.
Might be that my school's starting in 13 april.
Which is next week.
And i have plenty of things not done yet.
Example: Updating my sketchbook. *drops dead*
My props. Esp Tetsaiga.
Or maybe it's due to mama?
I feel that you're giving me cold shoulders.
Ok i dun even noe whether is it appropriate to post over here anot...
But i need some way to get myself up from this.
Coz i think i can express myself better in words over here.
But maybe im not being a good papa myself.
Knowing that you're sick,i still talk to u till late night.
Until you're so tired and you haven recover from sickness since last week.
Sometimes i asked myself whether am I being too selfish.
But i cant help it D:
Or might be that im having mood swing D:
I'm trying hard not to think too much.
After talking to my old sec sch frend,i felt better.
Hah she can be a great adviser at times like this.
Coz i felt that im lost at a junction of my life.
Lost coz i duno what to do now.
Like what my frend told me, just let her be for now.
She has her own freedom to do what she wants.
And she's old enuff to take care of herself too.
Or maybe she's still sick so yeah, maybe she's not in the mood for anything now.
So just Relax!
Ok....*calms down*
I should really relax for this few days before my school starts.
Or i'll have to stress for the new school term's work.
I guess i'll let u do what you feel like doing now.
Since there is no way i can force you to do what i want.
And since you can go out now,i guess you've pretty much recovered then :D
Do what you deem fit,and look for me if you need it.
Coz i will still be there for you alright?
^O^
I guess i need someone to knock my senses back~
posted at 1:56 PM
The Exorcist
Rachel Lim/Rabit
6 Jan 1991
18 this year.
ITE Macpherson [digital animation]
Like to read manga
My Passion
My ex dgm 黒の教団 team peeps
Japanese culture
Laviyuu
Drawing
I love Kanda
Hates
Flowers (Except Lotus)
Veggie
Bugs
People who always wanted help but won't help when you need it
Bossy people who thinks they know everything
Food that are too overly sweet
My 4th sister
Wishes for
Money
A real katana
Lavi 3rd uniform
Gakuen Uniform
Kimono (Guys version TY)
More happiness, less sorrows
To travel to Japan and cosplay over there
More clothes
Needs
Wacom
Suitable part-time job
A new handphone
More talent in drawing
I guess i need someone to knock my senses back~