gonna finish up my character design of catfish.and i drew chibi laviyuu.
decided to let them wear 3rd uni XDD -faints-
and finally some pics of my classroom.
and finally showing who is nasi lemak that im toking abt.
(shes the one wearing blue shirt)
nasi is a very nice person.good in shading.
and theres another classmate of mine.
we oways go home tgt aft sch.XDD such frends makes ur day feel beta..
im gonna get scoldings tmw.coz 4th sis simply refused to help mi transfer camera pics into her com.dam her she's reali a bitch man.
shit oways happens to mi.
n i woke up today...very nice...
my mum nagged at mi for not clearing the dishes ytd.
HEY I DID!
but my 4th sis put back the bloody bowl back on the table!
n mum tot i didnt do my job! *che*
i got framed again.F _ _ K lar.
and i quarrel with her over the bringin of frends issue.
and she said "dun bring ur frends over to our house again."
great.juz great.
juz when i tot my mum is ok with mi again.see wad happens now.
u tell mi.
wad i can do.
when u guys start to frame mi n stuffs lik this.
u tell mi how to treat u guys nicely when all this shit happens.
u started it 1st, not mi.
so dun say i nv care abt the family ok. U GUYS started it.
treat mi lik shit, ask mi to contribute 30 bucks for my dad's bdae celebration,
wa u tink im ATM arh dun nid $$ to buy my own stuffs!
asking mi to wash the dishes in an obvious way,
FRAMING mi for wad i have not done,
rushing to the toilet when i juz come back home lik wad my eldest sis likes to do in the past,
come on.i nid a serious break from this F _ _ King shit.
so pls dun be surprised when i reali leave the house one day.
coz u guys are sort of forcing mi to leave the house wad.
i've oredi forgotten how it feels lik to have family warmth long time ago.
everyday i come back, its lik nobody cares abt mi coming home anymore.
they juz watched their own TV program.
where's all the "hi ure back!"
its all so cold now.why.
my 4th sis didnt treat mi lik this last time.we hanged out tgt alot last time.
but now i dun even feel lik toking to her anymore.
i reali dun understand my family now.
its lik ever since i cosplay, all this started to happen...
the onli ones that care abt mi is prob my 3rd sis,
which im reali thankful for that.at least she supports mi cosplayin.
n i reali appreciate it.at least she still ask mi got pics to see anot.
n checking out my costumes n stuffs lik that.
i felt lik crying that time when she said this to mi.
coz no one in my family gives a dam for mi.not even asking mi "how's ur day?"
but at least i still remem someone in this family.
thou she's married oredi but i still noe someone cares abt mi. *sobs*
one day if she reali nid help, i will give my everything to help her.
and remem this.
when u reali make mi hate u.
and i registered into my brain that ure my enemy.
even if ure gonna die right in front of my eye, that includes my family.
i will witness ur death, not helpin u.
yes im that cruel.even to my family.
u can say im cruel or cold blooded.
i dun care.coz if u reali noe mi well,
u noe i wun do this to you.
u can ask rain or risa for this.
or at least i wun do this to my frends.
